Littlepiggy17:
SahX:
By fattening yourself up, you have to realize that beyond the veil of merely realize your sexual fantasy, you are also unfettering yourself out of the mainstream standards. You invite to subjective "chaos" through your sizeable revolt against the norms. It might annoy a lot of people because from their viewpoint, you are consistently trying to make yourself unappealing, lazy and greedy. Your family, friends, "friends" alike the rest of your social circle would regard you differently-- oftentimes, not such positively.
You have to live with it and get over their narrow-minded grids. Otherwise, you wouldn't never be happy under your skin. I have seen plenty of women in my life who were like you: unable to get over anyone's negative judgement over their weight. Don't be a pushover.
SahX is 100 % right... You are still young... But with time, you will learn and find where are your priorities.
